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Sooooo, today was a looooooong day.
So, my “official” OB appointment.
I get there, the first appointment of the day…..and they are late.
Anyway, so I pee in a cup, get the “your pregnant” packet, and then wait in the waiting room again.
Finally, I saw the midwife, we go over my history and my weight(yes, I am gaining too fast it seems) and then we have to do a pap smear.
Sooooo, she goes to put in the speculum, and it hurts.
Wait, these things hardly ever bother me.
And then she tells me she sees a cyst on my urethra. Oh, and I have a yeasty beastie. GREAT.
So she recommends a urologist(huh?) and says that is probably why sex hasn’t been all that comfortable here lately.
So then, she asks if there is anything else, and I begged, pleaded for a ultrasound.
She took pity on me and I get my ultrasound.
Baby bean has gotten chunky! I mean, he or she is definitely growing! And a beautiful heart rate of 166 today!
Life is good. Really!
Oh, and C-Dub got paid today, even though he just started on Monday! I mean it was half a check! Good God, I really wasn’t expecting it, but it was great!
So tomorrow is my “official” OB workup appointment. God am I glad I made it for this week and not for next. I don’t think i would have been able to make it that long with my sanity in tact.
Nothing new symptom wise to report. The morning sickness has slowed down considerably. As long as I eat. Bacon. and Orange juice. ……..and peanut butter and jelly sandwiches.
I need some reassurance, and hope I get it tomorrow. I am so desperate to hear or see my little one, I don’t know what to do. I am going to have to restrain myself tomorrow from not getting on my knees and begging and begging and begging.
In other news, C-Dub LOVES the new job. LOVES IT! Of course, he can’t see why I bug him every day about when is he getting paid, but HELLO!
Still no pee tests.
So it is also official that I am getting fat. I can only fit into 2 pairs of pants. My fat pants. SHAME!
But I have this undue fear of exercise. That I will probably get over once my 2nd trimester is here.
Anyway, that’s all for now.
I’ll update tomorrow!
of course, I am freakin out today.
I feel like my symptoms are going away.
Last time, I didn’t pay attention when this happened. I was so excited to be feeling “good” for a change.
Sooo, this morning, the girls:not sore. I poked and poked. Nothing.
Not so tired either. Not so gassy, and I don’t have to pee as much.
Of course, I am freaking out.
I took a pregnancy test today, and of course it was positive. But really, I had a BFP for weeks after my D&C, so that doesn’t really assure me. It did show up nice and quick as usual though.
I just want to scream in frustration. What do I do? Do I break down at work and ask for a quick scan with one of the ob techs? We usually schedule the first scans for about 6+ weeks. Or do I wait, patiently.
I don’t know. Damned if I do, damned if I don’t. I really don’t want bad news on my birthday.
But It’s only 7 1/2 days away.
Maybe it’s all in my head.
Maybe I just need to chill.
Lord have mercy.
Today I am pregnant?
I’m having one of those what if moments.
You know, the what if I wake up tomorrow spotting/bleeding?
What if I wake up tomorrow and have no symptoms?
What if I POAS tomorrow and it’s negative?
What if I go to the doctor a few weeks from now and there is no baby or no heartbeat on the screen?
What if this is all a dream, and my alarm clock is about to go off at any second?
I am going to borrow(OK steal) my good friend Brown-Eyed Girl’s Meez mantra when she first found out she was pregnant:
Today I’m pregnant.
I’m pregnant today.
I wasn’t pregnant 2 -3 weeks ago.
I might not be pregnant a month week from now.
But Today I’m Pregnant
I’m pregnant today.
Today I’m happy.
Tomorrow is another day.